Sunday, April 30, 2006
busy weekend.
hies.this weekend has been utterly hectic and busy. there's just so many things to do and all that. haven't been getting ennough rest. guess its good that i'm staying home today to take a good rest.
anyways bbeen to nus the past few days for al the tests and interviews. its quite difficult to find my way to nus. but nus is quite a small school actually. and the speed bumps along the way are sorta irritating. guess it means that i cannot install my bodykits if i were to go to nus. the bottom of the kits would surely scrape along the humps.
ah whatever. its elections fever period.
and i found that i make quite a lousy liar. or perhaps its just too difficult to live a lie for too long. ha.
okie.
goodnight.
many comments but i can't say them here.
elections period media and information is very sensitive.
ok goodnight.
mervyn at 4/30/2006 04:35:00 PM
perfect lust
if there were such a thing as desire.this is desire epitomised in an object.
mervyn at 4/30/2006 11:23:00 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
imma show you how to get ur shine on
yos.wassap all my homies.
so i've been on medical leave, resting at home the past 2 days.
so how have i been? i've been fine. and i really didn't get much rest. especially today. today was a huge runaround day.
hahaa..
but recently i've been wearing torn pants. not really torn pants per se, but rather pants with burnt pockets. my total expenditure this week has been phenomenal. its been so high it's soaring about the ceiling.
can't seem to curb this enormous spending spree. arghhhhhhhhhh...
but on a brighter note, i got my lights done, i got my number plate done, and i got my brake light done. which is all joyness all around for everybody.
i reallly reeally really wanna do up an air filter and exhaust. but obviously i can't, or rather not that obvious, but basically i can't. i'd like to get Brake mods too. perhaps some brembo or spoon brakes.
ha. boys have toys.
i remember when i was younger and my toys were bicycles. those periods, we were talking magura brakes. i forgot what those tyres were called. panasomething or something like that. there were also the spinergy rims. the chris king headsets and whatnot.
now, we're talking spoilers. brembo brakes. recaro racing seats. hks air intake. k&n air filter. fujitsubo/5zigen exhaust.
boys will be boys and boys will have toys.
sighs.
what will my toy be in 5 years time? i'm thinking a BMW 6 series cabriolet.
10 years? i'm thinking a lotus exige.
15 years? i'm thinking a lamborghini.
basically i don't like lambos. but after seeing one in real life the other day, i was drawn in by their deep set rims. i was drawn in by the monstrous brakes. and i was attracted to the clean lines of it.
oh wells, it seems unrealistic to think so far, but toys must have goals. and goals are the most important thing in the world.
anyways, since my servicing, i've been pushing my car alot. with the insane revs and all that. and frankly it gives a great adrenaline rush. the intense speed makes the whole world a blur. and all that. oh mans. i've got a speed addiction.
anyways, what been up.
the girl's soccer match was cancelled due to inclement weather. it was quite bad.
i went for tuition. this assignment is much better than the previous one. its easier to teach someone who knows what they want rather than just teach someone who is in the tuition just for the sake of tuition. and i realise that i've lost touch with numerous things man. can't remember all my economic concepts. oh but who cares. i'm the econs god lah. hahaa. i hope i'll continue to be the econs god in uni. i bet that's possible if i go NUS. i'll just remain on the top of the dean's list whilst people claw at my feet lah. ok that's immense cockiness, but one can afford to be when one is that good. oh man. pinnacle of arrogance.
ah what else. i dunno man. the soft side of me hasn't been faring too well. i guess its all like that. at the end of the day everything balances out. if you're good with the hard side, your soft side will die. and died it has.
anyways.
argh.
too many things which can't be said here.
self-censored. hahaha.
okok that's all.
the time's not early.
i should be off to bed.
tell the dj to play it loud and turn the beat up.
mervyn at 4/26/2006 05:46:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
i lost my phone
dear friends,i lost my phone today on the taxi.
henceforth, i also lost my sim card because my sim card was in my phone.
please do drop me a sms with your name in it if you still wanna continue being my friend and be on my phone list.
thanks alot and lots of <3,
mervyn
mervyn at 4/25/2006 01:43:00 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
uber sick
hies.today i'm uber sick. i totaLLY FEEL like dying. but i will hold out and hope my sickness carries til tuesday, cos that's when i'll be going to see the doctor. but it really feels no good to be so sick man.
anyways. i played mj last night til like 7am today. so i ended up sleeping til 1pm.
and then i went out for my soccer match.
the soccer match was not bad. though i made a coupla mistakes here and there but overall it was not bad. my fitness really sucks man. but i guess i gotta work on it after i recover from my dumb sickness. arghhhhh....
anyways after soccer,
headed back home for another round of mj.
luckily i won money frm these 2 rounds or i'd just die.
arh i'm really very sick. kinda abit of fever.
think i should just go sleep. and then bia tmr. and then see doctor on tuesday.
yeah. my pattern is more than badminton!
okkk
gdnite
mervyn at 4/23/2006 03:10:00 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
reality is crashing to the floor
hies.today's saturday and i haven't gotten a good rest yet.
so far, my rest schedule has been really screwed up. it involves 3-4 hours of sleep at night (3am - 6am) and another 2 hours in the evening (6pm-8pm)
it has been no different today.
today's a saturday. we should be entitled to sleep-in on saturdays.
oh wells, the sacrifices one must make for the good of the society.
anyways my life has been too busy. i'm sick and i can't even rest at home. arghargharhh okok its actually my fault lah but whocares.
anyways, today, i rose early for the Girl's Soccer Match. whazzat you say? it was NJ v MJ today. what can i say. the field was in DEPLORABLE condition. seriously i would rather die than play on such a waterlogged muddy field. it was D-I-S-G-U-S-t-i-NG.
seriously. if you wanna host a match, or anything for that matter, you better make sure your facilities are good before even offering to host anything. that's just bad manners. ohh and MJ has such a lousy set-up. their grandstand is like a balcony above the track, so if u wanna go from like grandstand to Track, you have to walk a damn long way. or jump down lah. whatever.
anyways the match didnt go as well as i'd liked it to, but a draw's better than a lose. but a win's better than a draw, but since we didn't get that then its ok.
ah. we should have won, but luck just wasnt on our side. the ref didn't see a ball that went in, and the DISHONEST mj goalkeeper picked the ball up. so we didnt get that goal. sadly. mmmmm what else.
and some people in the NJ team just JWJDD. alot of unneccessary comments. think they're damn smart. seriously, if you were that smart, it would show on the field. i really can't stand some of them. but i must be diplomatic and just keep quiet about it. but seriously they think they're damn smart lah. there's a difference between OPINIONS and CONSTRUCTIVE suggestions, and if you can't tell the difference i really think you should just keep you damn trap shut. or Just go play winning eleven. you can do whatever you want there ok. argharghargh irritating.
anyways i was seriously damn tired when driving back just now lah. like fell asleep a couple of times. and went home to sleep.
and i slept til now.
seriously my sleep is damn terrible. and i'm quite sick now. argh bad conditions.
anyways the next week beckons exciting prospects.
its been a long time anyways.
okies that's all for today. take care all of y`all.
i'm off to the room.
mervyn at 4/22/2006 02:44:00 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
just a short update
today was such a bad day at work. argharghargh.but luckily today i have stuff to look forward to. otherwise i'll just be DAMN LOW.
but nevermind, life's like that.
anyways my boss was such a bitch at work today. not that she normally isn't but today she's exceptionally bitchy. think she's got pms today. how irritating working under women.
arghhhhh...
but its okie.
anyways imma off to z-o-uk now. chill dudes. seeya
mervyn at 4/19/2006 03:05:00 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
x factor deficiency.
hies.today's quite cool. work was alright. spent a large bulk of the morning doing some crap stuff, but went for lunch with XM so that's quite cool. haha.
mm i'm quite bored these few days. there's probably only one thing or rather, 2 that can rejuvenate me.
one of them is soccer. the other u can go think yrself.
i like to play soccer. because when i play soccer i can do alot of stuff. and its very entertaining and relaxing to see nice plays and nice passess and nice runs and all that nice stuff. better than staring at my stupid computer all day.
i realise that it is hard. its hard to do anything without something. argh.
anyways. i wanna go fix the lights on my car. change it to the diamondvision. i don't like the current ones. look abit too yellow. do up the sound system or something. change the license plate. mmmm i need a little more time. but nowadays i'm too caught up in alot of stuff to do this. argh. whatever lah huh. wanna do so many things. so little time, so little energy.
anyways tmr i'm going to zouk.
so i better get some rest now. otherwise i'd die tmr. got soccer tmr too.
ahhh....... i need something.
something thhat nnobody else can give.
jamiroquai.
ha.
okies cool.
gdnite all.
staayy cool and funkay.
ohs and anyone wanna play field soccer? me and jamesies wanna form a field soccer team to play field soccer.
mervyn at 4/18/2006 04:13:00 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
highroller baby
yos.wassap.
work today was a total bitch. i'm begining to think that working under weak leadership seriously creates numerous problems and stress. and i must say that i totally am working under extremely weak leadership. hopefully i do enough to compensate for the weak leadership and manage to shore up the rest with my brilliant leadership. hahah.. actually my style is somewhat more relaxed so its alright. i think its pretty much alright for now, just that at times i still get rather irritated with things. but i can't help it, i'm easily irritatable and if you catch me on the wrong side of the bed you'll be close to dead.
anyway today i was really tired. i duno why man. headed home and slept for like a few hours. and then went out for a very sinful and oily dinner. arghhh feel like dying.
anyways i really think my car is damn nice lah. its superb. its just the most brilliant thing in the world. i think in future i'll just buy a type R or something lah. its just too nice to be true. but what's a car without accessories right? its just plain! so i need some cool accessories for the car. and the best kinda accessory is a pretty babe! so please, get your application forms and send 5 X passport sized photos to me now and stand a chance to get the best non-paying job there is!
so totally thinking of getting a pair of technics recently. shud just take 1 months pay and go get a pair. they're totally irresistible and oh so nice.
ahhh the object of lust and intense desire.
anyways sometimes u just want something for a purpose. and if it dun fulfil that purpose den it can just foff.
ha.
goodnight.
mervyn at 4/17/2006 04:32:00 PM
highroller baby
yos.wassap.
work today was a total bitch. i'm begining to think that working under weak leadership seriously creates numerous problems and stress. and i must say that i totally am working under extremely weak leadership. hopefully i do enough to compensate for the weak leadership and manage to shore up the rest with my brilliant leadership. hahah.. actually my style is somewhat more relaxed so its alright. i think its pretty much alright for now, just that at times i still get rather irritated with things. but i can't help it, i'm easily irritatable and if you catch me on the wrong side of the bed you'll be close to dead.
anyway today i was really tired. i duno why man. headed home and slept for like a few hours. and then went out for a very sinful and oily dinner. arghhh feel like dying.
anyways i really think my car is damn nice lah. its superb. its just the most brilliant thing in the world. i think in future i'll just buy a type R or something lah. its just too nice to be true. but what's a car without accessories right? its just plain! so i need some cool accessories for the car. and the best kinda accessory is a pretty babe! so please, get your application forms and send 5 X passport sized photos to me now and stand a chance to get the best non-paying job there is!
so totally thinking of getting a pair of technics recently. shud just take 1 months pay and go get a pair. they're totally irresistible and oh so nice.
ahhh the object of lust and intense desire.
anyways sometimes u just want something for a purpose. and if it dun fulfil that purpose den it can just foff.
ha.
goodnight.
mervyn at 4/17/2006 04:32:00 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
i know what they like
heys sup in here.spent today playing mj. like not hardcore. hahaa.
anyway ok la woke up like at 12 and went to do some stuff before i started my sessions.
ok lah in the end it wasnt too bad.
there's nothing much to say today. except perhaps things like. u're damn irritating? hahahaha ok. whatever.
cool
goodnight
mervyn at 4/16/2006 04:57:00 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
we could party all night, you and me
hies.wassap y`all. i'd be off to bed in a couppla minutes. just got back from the liquid room. it was nice whilst it lasted, but i think its gotten abit boring. same old faces, same old crowd, same old mix from the koflow. we need something new. next week, its on to smoove on saturdayys. we'll uncover some gems there.
koflow always has the same mix. nothing new. i could do better.
anyways, today was kinda fun. but i'm real tired alr. need more energy. wondered where all my energy went.
anyways,
signs of an addiction :
1. you're willing to forego sleep after clubbing.
2. you plan a week in advance.
3. you just keep talking about it
4. you can't stop talking about it
5. you can't stop thinking about it
6. you wonder what you can do the next time round
7. you have raps about it
8. you talk about it as if its the best thing on earth
9. everything you do reminds you of it
10. you have codewords for everything.
wonder what i'm talking about? ha. stay in the dark for a couppla times more before i unveil my newest addiction.
now now, before anyone thinks that i'm gone down this road. let me remind y`all that i'm not that gone yet. there's always one thing that can stop me from this addiction. this thing is NUMBEEEEER ONE. numero uno on my priority list. what's this thing? again, i cannot reveal it, for the revelation of this fact would bring about shatters to the crust of this earth, and would jolt your socks out of your seats. nownownow chill y`all. nobody knows this, and so we'll just keep it top secret for now. until that day when the EARTH SHATTERING MIND BOGGLING DIAMOND BUSTING fact is revealed. we'll just keep it nice and quiet.
anyways, that's pretty much all for the time being. we'll see what happens in the near future y`all.
chill, and peaceout.
mervyn at 4/15/2006 09:55:00 PM
dumbest creatures on earth.
hies.today's a saturday. i feel today is quite a wasted day. spent alot of time sleeping.
can't help feeling very tired nowadays. maybe its the intensity of my weekdays that leaves me with the intense tiredness. and the accumulation of it leaves me feeling extremely tired on weekends.
anyways in the afternoon, there was a friendly match against NYJC for the girls. they generally played not too bad. but much room to be improved on. scored 2 goals, which were rather good goals actually.. but could have scored more, cos the play was all limited to the NYJC's side. so could have really put in a good 2 or 3 more balls. anyways, only played 1 half due to the inclement weather, which was quite sad. anyways, NY's not too good either. but stilll, oh well. its been a long time since i've had that winning feeling. its a long time since i actually played in a team against another team. anyways, i wanna start playing field soccer again. i really don't like street soccer. field is where the real thing is man. the only problem is its hard to get a full team, and to find other teams.
aiyah whatever lah. just go to uni and join the soccer team right. go and be the soccer star there.... haha what nonsense. i dont even have a proper pair of boots lah. mine are like all torn and tattered.
anyways recently i have been feeling a tad irritated with certain issues, but they can't be resolved. and what else. alot of stuff which i wish i could say here but i cant. keep everything bottled inside and die.
anyways dinner just now really sucks.
and that's the reason i'm in a pissed off mood now. so bugger off and dun irritate me
bye.
mervyn at 4/15/2006 02:31:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
the right temperature
hies.this place ain't seen the light of day since ages ago.
oh wells, i've been really caught up with stuff and issues and all that nonsense so i ain't had the energy nor time to come `ere, tho occassionally there were many things that i'd have loved to say in this place.
anyways what's been up? kinda alotta things have been up. so basically i've been slacking my time away in camp, doing pretty much nothing. training my mind with websudoku, reading my stocks books, reading online forums, reading newspapers, EVERYTHING except work. i just suddenly dun feel like working. hahahahaaah and the point that there's not much work to be done also helps. absolute yayness.
what else. mm i don't know.
i announced the team on saturday. frankly its a sucky feeling to stand there and tell them the team and watching the incredulous looks of surprise on some people's faces when they realise they're not in. it also sucks that there's all that backstabbing and politics going on. thhey just don't get the point that it was never about being IN the team per se, but rather, its about being A team.
aiyah. it takes quite awhile to learn that anyways. though they don't really have the luxury of time.
anyways, im listening to this powerfully sweet song now. i like. it has that kinda geeky feeling but its nice.
sighs. there's still a long way to go. anyways, i was kinda happy that day when i realised i had 7 months left to ord. COunting down the months is fun. just like last yr. counting down the months to commissioning. seems like NS is just one big countdown.
and the past few days have been sweet.
i like.
that's all for this short wake-up entry.
gdnite.
mervyn at 4/12/2006 04:37:00 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
don't look don't bother.
hies.finally an update around here. so here here we are gentlemen. right head on through the late nights of thursday. as is traditional, thursdays are the hip hop night. for the ladies, its also ladies night. but for me, thursdays are happy occassions. because they are light in the tunnel. they are the mass of land in the vast ocean. they are the oasis in the desert. they are everything which brings meaning to my life. thursdays bring about fridays. and fridays are always happy, lazy occasions. days on which you sit in the office and kick back and relax. ahhh.... the life. so. happy...
so the past few days have been rather hectic what with cdf and all that entourage. but its all over. i felt so happy today i just sat in my office and lazed. not too good i know but erm what else could i do. haha.. at times i feel so meaningless, but oh wells, its only a point of perspective. some people could tell me its meaningless running up hill 265 every week week in week out. oh yeah it is. so as i said, its all a point of perspective.
anyways i reallly reallly reeally liked wednesday night........... why? thhat's for me to know and no one to find out hahahaa... anyways im kinda tired now.. supposed to be out actually but everyone else slept and became uncontactable. so dudes, i'm gonna sleep.
mmmms i neeed more exercise... went for a run after soccer just now.. ppl must be thinking who's this crazy idiot running so late. but i really had to run because that was the only time which i could run.. can't run after i reached home cos i'll be running on a full stomach.. can't run at 10pm cos i'd be out. ha. and couldn't run in the afternoon cos of the crazy thunderstorm which disconnected all my internet and intranet connections. it was really crazy man.. the lightning and thunder.. argh.. its timees like this when u wished u were at home snug in bed.
its been a long time since that happened actually. :)
oh wells, life's like that.
just accept it, grin, and go on.
okies. goodnight. imma off to sleep.
mervyn at 4/06/2006 03:58:00 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
when does patience lose its value?
hies. tmr i'll be doing duty again. chiong duties man.. just finish all at the start of the month so i don't need to think abt duties for the rest of the month.anyways today was quite a happening day at work. none of that slackness. anyways that's about it. its monday. i think tues and wednesday will pass quite fast. and i'm hoping for it to pass quickly. i can't wait for thursday. thursday is when i get my landing gear out and switch it onto cruise control man. hoping to take off on friday to escape from this total nonsense. yeah dudes. hope it all goes according to plan.
thhere's nothing much for me to say now. erm i really like yesterday's campus superstar performance of the zhiyang and shi xinhui lian ai da ren. it's. really really cool. i like it alot. i liek the song alot too. very sweet. very apt.
anyways that's all for the time being.
i'll see you dudes on wednesday. out and over.
mervyn at 4/03/2006 03:59:00 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
so sick of love songs.
argh.i'm writing this post at 12.30am and i'm in a really irritated mood. and i'm listening to this song called so sick by ne-yo. go google the lyrics dude.
that's exactly what i wish to say man.
i just can't stand all those dumb love stories people post up online. ok ok them bitches amongst u might be saying yea yea i can choose not to read it. but seriously. do you think that your love is the greatest thing on earth? oh mans. love is nothing but just a myriad of screwed up hormones screwing around with your mind. u gonna tell me you gonna surrender your mind to the greatest mindscrew of all? ah freak i'm just writing this out of intense angst. yes yes blame it on teenage angst whilst i still can. soon i'll be hitting my mid-life crisiis dude.
argh. but i really can't stand it.
and i can't stand you.
and i can't stand the world around me. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
okie. my next week is gonna be hectic.
monday i got soccer after work. (ARGH)
tuesday i got duty.
wednesday cdf is visiting. sucks.
thursday got soccer after work.
friday we're finally free. hit the home stretch. OH MAns but its a long way to friday.
argh. just press the fast forward dude. i can't take it anymore man. how irritated do u have to be to be sufficiently irritated? argh i shud just take off on thursday lah screwball.
argh we'll see about it.
i probably need more than one thing to quell my intense emotions.
none of which i'll be getting now. i need to play some soccer with some ppl. arghhhh
nvm the more i think about stuff the more pissed off i get. argh
nvm
think happy stuff. let's go read the pink blog!
yays pink happy happy happy
lets go over to neopets and earn some money! yays happy happy
arghh
goodnight homies.
mervyn at 4/02/2006 05:34:00 PM
